Grammy's love like no others.

After months of hiatus, I finally decided to get back to blogging, for real. However, this time th blog is specially dedicated to th wonderful moments spent with my love ones. Yes, that'd mean adding th whole idea of sharing my ups and downs on this blog.

My 1st blog post, will be dedicated to my beloved Grammy.



This photo was taken last May, during Grammy's birthday dinner at vivo.
"when everything else around us changes, photographs remain th same"

I love my Grams to bits, and she means th whole world to me. literally. She raised me up, she taught me well, she loved me for me. I can never do without Grams.

Today, after training, I received a call from Mom, telling me Grams experienced a sudden memory loss this morning and that she couldn't recall almost everything that happened today. When Grams came home after seeing th psychiatrist, she talked to me as if nothing happened, until... she began questioning me "since when you had long hair, dear?" (Obviously, th only time I had short hair was 4 years back) There and then, my heart sank. I felt so bitter, I knew my heart was cracking up because fighting my tears felt almost impossible, but I held it in, and kept a strong front. I didn't want to worry Grams.

So I took an hour or so to coax her to take a nap. I laid beside her all afternoon and watched her sleep. I refused to let go of Grammy's hands because all I wanted her to know is that I'm here for her and I'll get her through this.

Everything seemed alright until after dinner, when Grams went into a sudden shock. She was trembling so badly and we could barely hold her body down. Right then, I felt myself surrendering to my emotions. I held Grams in my arms until th ambulance came and to be honest, I am never wishing to have to go through th same thing ever again.
Th fear of losing her tore me apart.

Dear God, I ask of you to bless Grams with th strength and th will to recover.

It's been a bad day at home and a rough night at th hospital, I took some time to send every family member a text message. We'll get through tough times as a family.

I pray that Grams will be well- rested at th hospital and that tomorrow will be a better day.

Love you, Grams. Be strong.